There’s no point in holding onto you anymore. Really. I just ended things for good. I know you think its just another time where I say I’m done and then I’ll apologize or text you tomorrow or something but it’s not. I need to move on. I miss zack w so much lately. I know that things aren’t going to work out for us because of the age difference. Maybe when I’m 18 we can try it again, even though he hasn’t talked to me in months. Even though thats 3 years away, I honestly still think I’ll be missing him. Its already been over a year. I want you to care but I know that you don’t. Its hard but I just have to keep reminding myself of the bad times and then getting through this will be easier for me. I miss you, but you don’t make me happy. This is all pointless. I wish I never met you.