April 2012
1 post
I miss the nights when we first started talking and you always told me I shouldn’t have had to worry about anything, and you always knew what to say to cheer me up or when you always knew I was upset. I miss that day when I saw you unexpectedly at the mall. I miss the nights I forced myself to stay awake just so I could talk to you, and I miss texting you all day in school. I miss going to...
March 2012
18 posts
There’s no point in holding onto you anymore. Really. I just ended things for good. I know you think its just another time where I say I’m done and then I’ll apologize or text you tomorrow or something but it’s not. I need to move on. I miss zack w so much lately. I know that things aren’t going to work out for us because of the age difference. Maybe when I’m 18...
The fact that 2 nights ago you texted me only because of the tumblr post you saw, and then you told me everything was going to be okay. But you only acknowledge me because you know that this time I’m not afraid to lose you. This is really stupid like part of me wants you but part of me doesn’t. Why would I go back to someone who doesn’t even tell people that were talking, that...
I miss you, a lot. I’m not gonna text you first anymore though and I’m gonna try to stop with all my tweets and tumblr posts. I’m sad, really sad, but not as bad as I thought I would be. I guess I’m trying to just shut the feeling out by trying to focus on other things and it works sometimes. 8 days since we last spoke. I don’t think you’re coming back. I wish I...
It’s 11:57 pm on Sunday, march 4th 2011. I haven’t talked to you since Thursday, you won’t talk to me. I’ve tried very hard. I know how you are and I know that you’re never coming back no matter how badly I want you to. So many things I don’t mean have come out of my mouth these past few days. ” I hate him, I’ll never forgive him, he’s...
I bet it was reassuring to know that you had someone there who loved you more than anything, who wasn’t strong enough to let you go when she should have, who fought for you and who tried everything possible to make you happy. “Shut the hell up.” I know it was only a retweet but it was obviously directed toward me. Tweet from your phone but don’t text me back when I’m...
I understand that I flipped out and told you I was done but you’re ignoring me and making me feel like shit and I’m trying to fix it. I don’t know what to do I feel like I’m really losing you this time and I don’t know what I’m going to do because I’m in love with you. I really have no fucking clue what to do without you. No one has ever meant this much.
I still miss him sometimes. I still miss everyone thats left me at certain times. But I’m happy with what we have and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Sometimes I just wish you made me as happy as he did, all the time.
February 2012
3 posts
I love you with absolutely everything that I have but sometimes it doesn’t seem like that’s enough. You’ve become a part of my every day routine and I’ve never been so attached to someone. After talking to you every single day for months straight, I don’t know what in the world I would do if I lost you. Sometimes I really believe its time for me to give up on you...
